I am living my dream in real time

With each thought

With each assumption

With each perspective

With each embodiment

With each narrative

With each mental picture

With each past revisited

With each future forecasted

I am creating,

I am intending,

I am expecting,

I am receiving,

I am giving,

My Energy is always flowing towards something.

I am always painting something in my psyche

This is who we are

But are you using it to empower, uplift and awaken yourself to your soul’s truth or are you misusing your energy?

You always have 2 choices when a problem surfaces:

You can either be a victim to your circumstances or you can choose to be an observer nonchalantly passing by and reminding yourself of your power in this situation…your focus, your self talk, your perspective, your mindset.

There is always a winner. Is it going to be your heart or your mind? You decide!!

If you are currently experiencing survival mode or have a history of feeling powerlessness,fear, grief, depression,heaviness in heart, despair, insecurity, guilt, unworthiness, and jealousy… the following words are for you.

Your mind is constantly criticizing, bullying, downgrading,disempowering you because you believe the mind more than the heart.

You can’t resist the truth of what is showing up right now, you can only face it and choose something else instead.

For the resistant, triggering, lower parts of us we can only be grateful for them for showing us our weaknesses and gifting us something to look forward to healing and integrating back us whole.

It’s all about your mindset and perspective about where you currently are. That’s the key to unlock your peace.

You are the captain, come on wake up Soul Babe! Let’s get to work! The world is waiting for your light.

JOURNAL BACK TO YOUR HEART is for you if you’re feeling like your past memories, disempowering, humiliating projections of how others perceive you, downgrading images of you are preventing you from walking forward to a better, lighter aspect of you.

You want to let go of the shame, you want to love yourself regardless of what is coming up. You want to feel whole in your psyche again, this is my gift to you 💚

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This is what hitting rock bottom taught me

(meeting my dense, shadow body)


I was dealing with inner criticism, self-doubt, shame, lack, fear, guilt, inferiority, struggle, powerlessness all at the same time for 5 years.

They call it the dark night of the soul

I woke up and realized I was living a lie.

I was disconnected from my soul.

I was living according to other people’s ideals on what success looks like.

I thought if I played along their script, I’ll finally feel loved, fulfilled and enough.

But we both know that’s backward.

Every action I took felt contrived, forced and so disconnected from my inner being.

I wasn’t in love with life.

I was chasing life.

I was never enough.

I did things so that I could prove my worth.

I created stories in my mind that boosted my ego, so that I could feel a false sense of superiority (others had to be smaller than me for me to feel successful)

I lived in my mind to the point that I bought every negative thought and experienced it.

I became disconnected from life because I was constantly living in the past…reliving the worst things that had happened.

I hadn’t laughed, genuinely in 5 years.

I created and planted roots in my dense body.

My constant worry and focus on death, losing people & imagining people thinking the worst of me was a constant blow to my quality of life

Of course naturally this spiral led me to a point where I couldn’t even bring myself to work, eat, socialize, pay bills. I was depressed to the point of debilitation.

The voices in my head were so loud!

My constant thought was, “who is gonna see me”, “what will people think”

I was giving away my power away over and over again.

I gave away my energy to things that didn’t fuel my soul.

I was killing myself slowly.


This was my crash course in dense,shadow body.

The other side of humans is often tuck away in the spiritual community because “positivity only and life is always perfect“


So toxic!

The truth is, humans are created to experience both sides of the spectrum of life.

Light and dark.

To be happy and to be sad!

To be overjoyed and to be disappointed.

To be erhh and to be yasss!

Life is about experiencing all that.



Your mountain is your inbuilt success story. Do not run away from it.

You overcome it not for you only, but for those who depend on you to succeed.

Naturally by overcoming you will become wiser, more resilient and you will experience your innate power and ability to overcome.



No matter how tough it gets, this is just a room you’re passing by…gathering your information and training for your journey ahead.


It’s all about how you look at things and how you interact with your past and present reality.


Always remember, no matter how bad it looks…it is just a room.

If it feels like you’re forcing to the point of burn out and disconnecting from yourself…it is the wrong path.



Crying is healthy.

Failures are healthy.

Starting all over again is healthy.

Being honest with yourself and still choosing to love & accept yourself despite where you are (vs. the internet peeps are) is healthy.


Also, No comparison allowed, that’s disrespect to your inner child. Choose to create boundaries around what you say and think about yourself, it will save you so much energy.

Choose to love you despite where you are and you will always be ok.

Your ego will try to shame you, humiliate you, make you feel inferior, feel bad and seduce you back to the spiral but you have to be sick and tired of being sick tired.

You have to say NO! I’m done with this!!!

Are you currently in a dense, dark body right now?

Let’s work together

I don’t bite!



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If you’re having a hard time connecting to your truth, the odds are you’re not being honest with yourself, your past. You’re suffering because you are living a lie.

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Let go of your suffering

There is a shadow of you that is blocking you from the life you want

shadow body has a role to play in you finally discovering your light body

It’s a dance like:

Yin & yang

With & without

When you resist your shadow you’re running away from truth

Expose shadow for the light to be so obvious

Feel the shadow in all it’s entirety to transcend it

When you do this fear turns to excitement and courage.
(Alchemy at its best)

You always have the final say…you’re the alpha & Omega in this bch! You always have the final say on what the perception of your current reality looks like. So act like it

Where you are is just a reference point on your consciousness map towards your heart’s aim, no need to beat yourself over it, trust this moment and the next

Instead of inviting in more shame, fear, pessimism, doubt, worry & disappointment…accept where you are with unconditional love, gratitude, detachment & forgiveness.

Forgiving self, is accepting, understanding and cherishing the version of you that wasn’t in alignment with your heart and completely letting go of this version of you without using to attack yourself. (this is how you can quickly integrate your lower selves to your higher self)

From here, you will find the will power to overcome your current situation. You can’t force your way out of the situation, you’ll just burn out and dig your hole deeper.

Instead, surrender and let the moment to call you in towards a lighter path.

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Be okay where you are

Being okay with where you are right now will drop all the resistance you’re feeling. You feel like you’re exerting so much force and effort and nothing to show for it. You feel stuck. Defeated. You don’t like where you are, you’re unhappy & you believe that you will be once you get whatever you have your mind fixed on. Mhmm, I’m sorry to break it to you. Your soul will never stop being in turmoil until you decide to listen to what it is saying. Until you stop operating from the ego and drop into your heart. Until you do the work to notice your own b.s that’s allowing this dense energy to steal your light presence.

Listen to the girl within who is constantly screaming for your attention. Your suffering won’t stop because you got your dream man, bag, lifestyle it will stop once you find the source of it, understand the implications of it and consciously uproot it. Living a life of bliss, expansion is a devotion to life and self. We do have dense states that want to pull us back down but when you’re conscious of your being and the choices you have in each moment…you can choose to relate with your present differently…nomatter what’s being shown. What do I mean by that?

Perspective.

You always have a choice to shift your perspective on your current situation right now. You have the ability to alchemize what is to what is in more alignment with your desires. Let’s face it, you want all of these things because you believe they will make you feel a certain way. We want to feel lighter states of emptions. Relief. Security. We want to feel free, expansive, inlove with ourselves and life. We want others to be inlove with us too! There’s nothing wrong with that. You have a myriad of support and tools on the internet to help you step out of your current reality and back into your being.

We are all projecting stories onto our lives. Just like a writer, you can choose to rewrite chapters that don’t resonate. Thank goodness the past feels like a dream because it doesn’t exist anymore. It only exists so long as you continously bring it back. Rewrite your story. Over and over again. Free yourself! Empower yourself. This is your opportunity to reinvent yourself. You’re not lying to yourself, you’re alchemizing baby. You’ve got freewill to empower yourself however you can within your psyche. It’s your kingdom after all!

When your mind starts bullying you remember you are the god(dess) of this beautiful place…it all starts in your mind. Everything that you’re experiencing has a loophole in it, you just have to be present to notice it.

Surrender!

Divorce your undesired states

Notice where you are right now, what is showing up. Who you’re assuming to be. What you’re assuming about the future. Your fears. Your thoughts. Your being. All of it!

Watch without needing to hold onto any thought, fears, worries, and doubts…just let them float away as they come.

Now notice how your body responds to the best outcome of each assumption. Notice how your world opens up…how energy shifts. Just stay still for a little longer.

Give gratitude because you just opened up your own portal to The 7th Heaven!

Here’s the deal. Change is available for you only if you change. The opportunity to do so is consistently available to you, now, now, now. Over and over again. It might seem like it’s taking forever…be patient, it’s all gradual like the fall leaves slowly fading away to make way for the winter winds.

So let your willpower and determination keep you centered in your vision for the future…for who you’re becoming…already are. Just husshhh the undesired state’s voices and trust the work of the divine within you that continously paints love and perfection.

Who are you? You are choosing to assume to be someone right now…do you want to be here? No? So choose different. It’s that simple booboo kirry.

Why are you still waiting for permission? Ok, you’re allowed to live too dookie. If your dense versions of you are stealing your joy, light and spark for life it’s time to go to the Matrimonial Energy Courts and divorce these assumptions about yourself.

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See you on the other side!