Your best friend meets your worst enemy

The battle of the mind continues…

As always, monkey mind wont stop chattering about…the more you forget who you are, the more it pulls you in.

Do you have any cool, fun everyday activities that you do to keep yourself grounded in your true identity? Please share with the community below in the comment section.

Thanks to Nina Camille’s 11 day Freedom Challenge, I was reminded of how meditating saved my life during one of my defining moments in my past. I was experiencing a spiritual awakening that resulted in me awakening to my habits: my habits of thoughts, habits of nutrition, habits of choices…all that culminated to where I was energetically. My mind was chattering louder than the birds outside…I couldn’t make it stop. I couldn’t study for my tests…all I wanted to do was sleep, that’s the only time they would stop…😴but how could I, I had to graduate, and get into the job that aligns with what success looks like. The only proven path to success. I was constantly in a cycle of trying to prove myself, my worth to others and myself.

Meditation allowed me to separate self from the chatter mind…to expand in compassion towards myself because I was more aware of thoughts I actually believed that didn’t align with love.

I constantly listened to thoughts that degraded me, that disempowered me…everytime I passed by a mirror or when someone gave me a compliment. I couldn’t take one without fidgeting and squirming about because it felt so uncomfortable to receive love. Now I know better because I have something 2 reference on why I felt uncomfortable being appreciated and cherished.

The details and boundaries I’ll leave that to you…but when you spend and invest time & effort towards knowing yourself better and understanding your flow…you play the game on a much smarter level because no one can tell you nothing! Nothing can beat you down to oblivion because you know and understand self. While you’re here, Get to know yourself in 21 Days.

Thank goodness I got to experience the darkness within me so I can know better, and choose better and invite in the best only. If I hadn’t experienced my deep dark hole, I wouldn’t have experienced my greatness as a mental alchemist. This gift unfolded when I thought I was at my weakest. These words just flow out because I am in alignment with the truth of what is. I’m not trying to hide anything or be something I’m not. I just am. I don’t let it define me or allow others to put me in a box. I am period full stop!

Your higher self is fully equipped to alchemize your current enemy within…so allow her to speak into you the instruction that you need to embody to overcome. You can now access 11 Day Challenge: Journal Back to Your Soul here.

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Awaken, empower & uplift yourself babe. I’ll reflect the blueprint already within. Will you let me?

Journal Back 2 Your Soul

Xo

Sri Venus

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Here’s how to be happy

Let go of everything. Don’t look back. Forgive who you need to forgive. Let it go over and over again until it becomes normal. Steer your life towards your heart. What sparks your light? Who inspires you? Why? Why can’t you find the same attributes in yourself? Also, why don’t you believe you’re already that? What are you gonna do about it?

It’s about showing up consistently for yourself in love. Even if it feels like a teeny weeny not. Being yourself is freeing. Not putting anyone on a pedestal, connecting from the heart and not the ego. Staying grounded in self first. Be okay with not knowing. Be okay with never knowing. If you knew it all what would be the point of life? You came here to experience life as a human, give thanks and experience ALL IN.

Welcome challenges as a graduation to the next level. Congratulations, you are born a winner, you keep winning. Even when you seem like you’re losing, energy is shifting for the next chapter of your life which is always more abundant, rich, fulfilling and peaceful if you allow it to be.

When you half ass the way you show up you receive half assed experiences. Ehh! Mindset gets you Ehh life. Empowering yourself is a commitment for life, regardless of your current situation. There will be perfect days and there will be ugly days take them both with your head held high. Accept what’s outside of your control. Focus on what is instead. No excuses, we are limitless, we are resourceful.

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Let’s get to work! Working on our relationship with ourselves…the reason behind your escaping is the portal you need to enter.

See you on the other side!

Date yourself first

If you’re surviving…date yourself back 2 being. Find inner security first…you move & attract things that are better for you.

Survival mode makes you attract from fear…pure lack, insecurity and loose judgement. When you accept where you are and enjoy your own company with or without another one to love and to love you…you radiate soul deep love which in based on groundedness, inner authority, abundance and prosperity. Now who doesn’t want that? You’ll notice people flocking towards you because they want what you got on. You don’t want anything because you give it to yourself in reality and in your imagination.

KNOW you are worthy regardless.

Your loneliness is valid, but don’t let it lead you to settle…to numb your own emptiness, void with the existence of another. The more you distract yourself from loving you, the deeper the hole becomes…the more painful the experience will be.

Validate your desires, they are for a reason. Your soul is jingling it’s signal to let you know which direction to head. If the people coming into your life are not aligned, unfortunately you will have to let them go. I know it feels uncomfortable setting free something you thought was yours…it feels nice now, but you know what’s being shown to you doesn’t align. This is because you need to be in alignment within yourself first.

Stay curious about your own existence and your heart. Ask the right questions to yourself.

What are you about?

What brings you joy?

What are your favorite things to do?

What’s your favorite food?

Where do you see yourself in the next 1,5, 5+ years?

This is your life, pull it my the reigns and remind it what you came here to do and how you will be remembered.

How does your heart speak? What tickles it? What turns it on?

What triggers you, what kind of life…love do you want to experience? What relationship narrative will you co-create on? How do you want to be loved?

What kind of treatment and experiences should be normal for you on a daily basis? Yes, this specific and you’re worthy enough to have to choose. Do you believe it’s possible and you’re worthy to have this kind of experience?

You decide…

When the people outside of you don’t show up how you expect them to, does your worth and value shatter at their absence or do you still stand firm in knowing that you’re loveable, you’re enough, you’re worthy for everything you’re calling in.

When you do not base your worth on how others outside of yourself show up, you keep your power, your peace…and leave the privilege to validate your existence only for you. From that point, you can allow or disallow who gets to stay on your playing field…the level you interact life on.

You are the love of your life, and that’s never gonna change. No one is ever gonna know you like you know you. So stop waiting for somebody else to do your job.

You’re here, be here with you. Fully. Accept. This present moment for what it is showing you, authentically. You’re causing your own suffering by pushing against it.