INSTANT Practice to break free from Suffering

Trust yourself more by building your relationship with your inner being day by day.

The voices unless they are stemmed in love are irrelevant.

Feel their ouch without resisting, allow them to communicate with you where you are, pause and allow your higher self to guide you towards the right task at hand.

How?

You want to feel a little lighter than right now. How can you facilitate that right now?

How can you allow more of “this is okay for now, I’m gonna enjoy this present reality now because it’s not coming back because now I’m becoming this person”

…allow your humanness to experience all separation…its truth communicated from the perspective of your human perspective, don’t make it wrong…allow your divinity to guide you in moments you’re not so sure but yet you know deep down in your soul that this has to get done one way or the other.

Even if you were to lose it all, you can build it back up in a heartbeat because it’s living within you.

You want it?

You are already it…so bring it on!!!

Cast aside anything that is not grounding you in peace in this very moment.

Come back to calm.

Breath.

Support your being by being present more…lean in towards beautiful things.

(e.g the birds you hear singing in the distance, the warm comfy bed below you, the fingers you have that are griping this phone…the eyes that allow you to read this…the point is you have already been gifted something, just because what you want is not here yet doesn’t mean you’re not on your way there…so enjoy the view on the way)

Release anything you’re holding onto in your body

It’s either this or stay suffering

P.S SOUL BABE: This is a way of life, not a “do it once and hope for the best”. You have to take yourself there over and over again even if in the beginning you feel like your shadow body is fighting it. Keep showing up and one day you’ll notice that what used to be super hard to do is now natural and you do it with ease.

If you’re ready to connect to the truth of why you’re here, to your soul, let’s start the process…private message me when you click the button below for your 30 mins complimentary “Soul Awareness Session”

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See you on the other side!

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Your suffering is your medicine

Sometimes your stuckness is your medicine

You feel like you’re running around in circles, watching others move right past you…

You have let go of your power, you are waiting for something to happen outside of you for things to change

You are still where you were 3 years ago because you haven’t claimed your birth identity. You are operating from fear instead of love

You focus on what is going wrong over and over again, what you’re lacking, giving your energy to things in your psyche that literally draw out your energy.

Your energy is your currency
You are literally buying your experiences in each moment

You are agreeing with your mind every time it brings in assumptions about you that are not empowering or lifting you up. You have a habit of downplaying what you want…

your heart is singing a different voice to your mind for a reason…you just have been listening to the wrong song for too long and breaking that habit will take a lot of resilience and determination…

(look at how potent the sun is, that’s you but you don’t believe it that’s why you ain’t moving anything)

You didn’t come into this lower room in one day…so don’t expect to climb out & completely let go of this room that quickly

Let the unwanted stories be medicine for your soul, that’s often the best wisdom.

Once you transcend, you will embody YOU differently
and then your shift in embodiment will be medicine for the world.

Enjoy the process, this version of you ain’t coming back but she won’t leave until you acknowledge her medicine and finish her crash course.

Private message me “Soul Babe” for help on how to transcend your current mental suffering. If you feel stuck and feel like you’re literally dying alive…I have been there, let’s dance!

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I am ready to face my sh*t

If you’re feeling disconnected and numb in this present moment and you have been here for such a long time…to the point you are experiencing inner turmoil. You’re probably running away from the truth and the fact that you are seeking love and appreciation outside of yourself.

If you’re ready to face your shiz naiz, Journey Back To Your Heart!

I am ready to activate my heart

See you on the other side

Your desires have already arrived

Your job is to unravel thoughts, beliefs that are keeping you away from experiencing it right now

The moment you feel it, it’s there for you

Life is that good!

But we have been taught to suffer and to be addicted to being down and under. We don’t trust life anymore.

Some of it is because our parents, grannies and ancestors went through so much stress, survival and suffering to get us where we are. With this in mind, be grateful that you’re the chosen one to unbecoming this script for your bloodline, and the gps in your heart is leading you towards the journey of shedding that off.

Some of it could be that you had a rough start to life.

Learning new ways of thinking is hard especially if you’re used to the habit of suffering in thoughts and assumptions.

Something we might have borrowed or learnt from the beginning of our journey.

How do we learn to be light again?

Learning to pick and choose the quality of thoughts to live and embody by is a new muscle that gets to be practiced over and over again until you become it.

Becoming light after being dark for a long time is a journey of its own. There’s no quick way to get there if you want longevity and to plant roots deep within ELDORADO (your ideal state)

Abundance, prosperity, joy, bliss, relief, happiness, wellbeing is available to you right now if you allow yourself to open up to it.

One thought at a time

One assumption at a time

Trust your being to guide you in this very moment and the next

You won’t find the guidance through your mind, but through your heart.

Feeeeeeeeel it all

Numbing is just keeping you away from the relief you seek

Numbing and escaping is just blocking you from the things you want.

They are just emotions, not a death sentence.

Face it!!!

Ok, maybe better said than done.

This is why we need support, guidance and reassurance when everything around us is dim.

Vulnerability is sweet surrender. The truth is the truth don’t run away from it.

Resilience is built over time.

Just don’t do it alone.

This is why I am here for you soul babe, don’t walk by yourself .

Let’s alchemize this dense baby to something lighter!

I am ready to do the work to face my sht!

Better yet, Meow at me “Soul Babe”

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This is what hitting rock bottom taught me

(meeting my dense, shadow body)


I was dealing with inner criticism, self-doubt, shame, lack, fear, guilt, inferiority, struggle, powerlessness all at the same time for 5 years.

They call it the dark night of the soul

I woke up and realized I was living a lie.

I was disconnected from my soul.

I was living according to other people’s ideals on what success looks like.

I thought if I played along their script, I’ll finally feel loved, fulfilled and enough.

But we both know that’s backward.

Every action I took felt contrived, forced and so disconnected from my inner being.

I wasn’t in love with life.

I was chasing life.

I was never enough.

I did things so that I could prove my worth.

I created stories in my mind that boosted my ego, so that I could feel a false sense of superiority (others had to be smaller than me for me to feel successful)

I lived in my mind to the point that I bought every negative thought and experienced it.

I became disconnected from life because I was constantly living in the past…reliving the worst things that had happened.

I hadn’t laughed, genuinely in 5 years.

I created and planted roots in my dense body.

My constant worry and focus on death, losing people & imagining people thinking the worst of me was a constant blow to my quality of life

Of course naturally this spiral led me to a point where I couldn’t even bring myself to work, eat, socialize, pay bills. I was depressed to the point of debilitation.

The voices in my head were so loud!

My constant thought was, “who is gonna see me”, “what will people think”

I was giving away my power away over and over again.

I gave away my energy to things that didn’t fuel my soul.

I was killing myself slowly.


This was my crash course in dense,shadow body.

The other side of humans is often tuck away in the spiritual community because “positivity only and life is always perfect“


So toxic!

The truth is, humans are created to experience both sides of the spectrum of life.

Light and dark.

To be happy and to be sad!

To be overjoyed and to be disappointed.

To be erhh and to be yasss!

Life is about experiencing all that.



Your mountain is your inbuilt success story. Do not run away from it.

You overcome it not for you only, but for those who depend on you to succeed.

Naturally by overcoming you will become wiser, more resilient and you will experience your innate power and ability to overcome.



No matter how tough it gets, this is just a room you’re passing by…gathering your information and training for your journey ahead.


It’s all about how you look at things and how you interact with your past and present reality.


Always remember, no matter how bad it looks…it is just a room.

If it feels like you’re forcing to the point of burn out and disconnecting from yourself…it is the wrong path.



Crying is healthy.

Failures are healthy.

Starting all over again is healthy.

Being honest with yourself and still choosing to love & accept yourself despite where you are (vs. the internet peeps are) is healthy.


Also, No comparison allowed, that’s disrespect to your inner child. Choose to create boundaries around what you say and think about yourself, it will save you so much energy.

Choose to love you despite where you are and you will always be ok.

Your ego will try to shame you, humiliate you, make you feel inferior, feel bad and seduce you back to the spiral but you have to be sick and tired of being sick tired.

You have to say NO! I’m done with this!!!

Are you currently in a dense, dark body right now?

Let’s work together

I don’t bite!



Private Message me “Soul Babe”

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I need help with transcending my dense, shadow body

Better yet, if you’re ready to reconnect with your soul, I suggest you tap into the portal that is calling you in.

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I am ready to commit to some shadow work

If you’re having a hard time connecting to your truth, the odds are you’re not being honest with yourself, your past. You’re suffering because you are living a lie.

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See you on the other side soul babe!

Stop resisting and flow instead

Mmmh!

That version of you that you are resisting and pushing away is your key

When you push a part of yourself away

You are refusing a piece of information that will allow you to transcend the present problem

You get to work with ALL of you

It’s a dance

It’s a tug and pull

That’s the process of unbecoming

At some point you will have to become unavailable for the current lower, unwanted version of you…

Unavailable for the same thought patterns that bring you down, make you feel worse and helps you recycle, live the old narrative 😈

Unavailable for experiences that don’t align with you winning, becoming better, being appreciated, cherished and loved 😍

Unavailable for prolonged lacking, limitations, fear based anything

It starts with clarifying what experiences you do WANT…and DECIDING to LIVE it NOW

Stop trying to figure it all out

Life is a mystery

It is meant to be that way

How fun would knowing every single detail be

Imagine how stressful it was to know everything that was about to go down in that instant

Instead why not take advantage of the gift life has given you, to be carefree, to be allowing, to be surrendered, to be playful with life.

The mind wants to trick you to believe that you are separate from your desires…when you notice yourself continuously identifying with your thoughts-you will notice you tend to suffer more and are struggling with your presence.

When instead you identify yourself with your breath, your senses, your heartbeat, your awareness you free yourself from the mental cage you placed onto yourself.

Mental alchemy* only works effectively when you are grounded in your being, when you are truly connected to your I AM.

✨Are you ready to put in the work with your shadow, dense self so you can simmer down the mental suffering?

✨ Are you all in to shed off parts of you that are holding you back from enjoying life and connecting with your lightbody?

✨ Do you need a support system that will help you stay in alignment with your soul’s purpose?

ELDORADO might be calling you…

3 months, 3 Weeks & 3 Days of

-taking stock of what you’re being and choosing unconditional love & radical acceptance.

-noticing what is within your control and what isn’t

-purging versions of you that you don’t want to identify with anymore

– allowing your soul to flow you back to grace when you go back to identifying self with your mind

Private message me “ELDORADO” here or email me with the headline “ELDORADO” to see if you’ll be a great fit for the container.

(hisrivenus@gmail.com)

With service

Misalignment

Feeling resistance

Doubting self

Fearing, wondering for a long time

Tension

Constriction

Defeat

Lacking

No faith

Expectation of the worst

No boundaries

People pleasing

Taking things personally

Low self esteem

Starved soul

Controlling the unfolding

Alignment

Accepting where you are

Acknowledging what is showing up without judgement

Presence is your north star

You feel everything without needing to escape

Enjoying your own company

Moving your body

Laughter

Relief

Finding joy in the little things

Gratitude for the things you’ve been taking for granted

Choosing happiness right here and now

Dense embodiment

All thoughts of lack, fear, worrying, separation, putting others on a pedestal…engaging with fights in your mind…being an energetic sponge for other people’s density… allowing yourself to be an emotional dump of others…all have the same thing in common resistance to lightness…resistance to having, resistance to what is…

It is so true that we are living on the same planet but living on different frequencies. The mind is your portal to the answers of your current problems. Shine a light on every thought, memory, assumptions you are embodying. Notice their frequency within your body. Register their existence. Awareness on this life of ascension is your greatest asset. Do they inspire you out of your funk or do they drown you deeper into a density portal?

Your mind will always be blabbering…telling you this and that. You always have a choice on what you engage with, the energy you give the mind body…what you choose to believe and not. It’s all a game, and once you understand that there are no rules, it is all a game of illusion…you will experience freedom from the suffering you’re experiencing.

Like Bob Marley said, emancipate yourself from mental slavery…from this moment onwards choose to not identity yourself with density. Density feels awful for a reason…it’s because it pulls you away from soul…from the source of the highest version of you. When you play to the level of the restrictions of third density…you will experience life only up to that level.

Your soul is communicating with you in each moment…listen. Listen to your body…how does it feel? Your soul needs to light up…why are you taking this away from yourself?

Why suffer when you can accept, surrender, play with what is…and shake off what’s not in alignment?

Laziness will lead you astray. Use your time and energy towards lighter…because that’s who you are at your core.

I’m ready to free myself

You’re receiving peanuts because you’re giving yourself peanuts

Period!

You are receiving peanuts because you’re giving yourself peanuts!! You know you are worthy and deserving of a better life yet you open your arms to receive scraps. Why?

Walk with me for a bit.

Why are you buying experiences that disempower you? You’re entertaining thoughts that pull you into the deep end when you know what you want is on the other side.

You keep recycling old stories and versions of you that only existed for the current version of you to be here…yet you keep bringing them back. STOP IT! They don’t want to come back, they did their job already. Yet you keep dragging them back in, no wonder why it doesn’t feel good. No wonder why you’re depressed with your current situation.

In this present moment, you’ve been reborn. Truth is you’re continuously reborn in the next moment and the next. Now, now, now. That’s really the only thing you’ve got. This is Eldorado. The 7th Heaven. Life is your stage. Show us the way.

Prioritize what’s important. If you don’t have clarity yet, download this Clarity Questionnaire so you can dust off what’s not in alignment.

Always remember, small you keeps running back to the past…roaming in the future, creating stories that probably won’t even happen…BIG YOU KNOWS AND BREATHES THE PRESENCE OF AUTHORITY, the mind doesn’t bully BIG YOU. It works for her! Big difference in embodiment. Can you feel it?

Stop letting that monkey mind talk you out of your throne. You’ve got this. You always have what you need. Live with intention. Be a servant to your soul.

P.s I’d love to help you alchemize your darkness to light. This is why I am here. To serve you. Allow me to do my soul job

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See you on the other side!

Be present to notice the moment you start creating unwanted thoughts

Capture that moment

Don’t judge it

Just observe

Without the need to attach

Or to give it any meaning

As it floats away and disappears so does your need to hold onto it

You are worthy of a good life yet you don’t believe you do. Why?

It does keep getting better and better and better and better only if you allow it to.

It’s called The 7th Heaven for a reason! There are action steps to get there…each level prepares you for the next and the one after. Imagine getting a whambam of goodness all at once, your heart couldn’t contain it. You’d pass out! Drop bye bye maybe.

Gradually allowing change to happen fosters trust with your inner being. For 21 Days I’ll walk you through the process of quantum leaping from your current dark, dense state to lighter states…and consistently finding security in the light states. By the end of the process you’ll be already embodied in your higher self, it’ll become easier and easier with each compounding effort to improve your current state.

There’s never anything wrong with where you are until your perspective keeps you a prisoner.

Starting Dec 1st, I’ll walk you through your current story with ease to the doors of your 7th heaven, your state of complete relief that will allow you to expand more often to lighter states. Once you open this door to your bliss state, your old versions will continuously want to steal this state from you. How do you prepare yourself for that?

Apply for The 7th Heaven

If you’ve felt like you’ve been in this deep dark slump for way too long and you continuously relive states that disempower you and degrade you to misery, unfulfillment, disconnection, victimhood, loneliness…, this is your opportunity to change that to consistent empowering states of joy, wonder, forgiveness, peace, security, relief and faith. Your god(dess) state is waiting to be awakened and embodied in The 7th Heaven.

Apply For The 7th Heaven

Scholarships available, integrity based* please let me know in application. Replay option available for souls entering after the official opening of The 7th Heaven portal.

See you on the other side!