Being pulled away from your life force, your very oasis your soul takes refugee from
When you lie to yourself, when you live a lie you disqualify what your heart is saying. You forget what the light whispers of your higher self sound like…
You normalize struggle, density, disconnection from self and find more ways to spiral further down as a means to feel something familiar.
Society tells you you’re bad for being where you are…your childhood traumas make you believe you’re wrong for feeling what you’re feeling…your self talk beats you down for being where you are because it’s not where you’re supposed to be…
Do you see where I am going with this?
You’re killing yourself softly when you don’t answer the call from soul.
You are identifying with shadows because that’s comfortable for you.
Light feels ouchies because it’s new territory and you don’t like the unknown…
What if you gave yourself an opportunity to just feel your inner beings truth just for one second longer before you ran off away from the truth?
What would you be stealing away from your future self if you didn’t numb just this one time?
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Your lower selves: past identities that trigger you and that are not in alignment with your heart (soul frequency) ARE MESSENGERS
Your only job is to feel them, and understand their message from the perception of your higher self.
Being “stuck” in the same story, embodiment, concept of self is an indicator that you’re resisting or that you are in shadow school. Either way, you can’t run away from it. YOU GET TO FACE IT & SIT WITH IT IN ORDER TO TRANSCEND.
(You’re fighting it because you’re afraid of feeling…you’re in survival mode because you’re a servant to your emotions instead of just being a vessel for what they motion through)
Your consciousness is always flowing, meandering, dancing from one place to the other.
You’re the captain so you decide where the consciousness sits and rests for a stretched amount of time.
If it feels like you’re fighting it, you’re not flowing.
If it feels expansive, you’re in alignment.
Sometimes resistance is where you need to be in that moment but don’t forget your identity while there.
Keep flowing towards your aim.
Mirror mirror on the wall, show me how I am not in alignment with my divinity (my true identity)
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When you are unapologetically unconditionally loving of all your shadows…the versions of you that are not in alignment with light, you free yourself from unnecessary pressure to be something you’re not.
Think about the things you do that you hide from others and sometimes yourself
How are you running away from the truth of how you’re unfolding?
Why are you numbing and escaping what is? What do you know and feel?
What do you do when no one is looking?
The truth is freeing. It allows you to be human. It gifts you grace, humility and forgiveness.
You’re not perfect, but guess what so is everybody else Dance with the present moment Sometimes you will stumble Sometimes you will be in alignment But remember, if it was perfect you wouldn’t be here to understand why.
JOURNEY BACK TO THE SOUL Mar 1-3 6am PST
If you’re having a hard time connecting to the love within you
Imagine how stressful it was to know everything that was about to go down in that instant
Instead why not take advantage of the gift life has given you, to be carefree, to be allowing, to be surrendered, to be playful with life.
The mind wants to trick you to believe that you are separate from your desires…when you notice yourself continuously identifying with your thoughts-you will notice you tend to suffer more and are struggling with your presence.
When instead you identify yourself with your breath, your senses, your heartbeat, your awareness you free yourself from the mental cage you placed onto yourself.
Mental alchemy* only works effectively when you are grounded in your being, when you are truly connected to your I AM.
✨Are you ready to put in the work with your shadow, dense self so you can simmer down the mental suffering?
✨ Are you all in to shed off parts of you that are holding you back from enjoying life and connecting with your lightbody?
✨ Do you need a support system that will help you stay in alignment with your soul’s purpose?
ELDORADO might be calling you…
3 months, 3 Weeks & 3 Days of
-taking stock of what you’re being and choosing unconditional love & radical acceptance.
-noticing what is within your control and what isn’t
-purging versions of you that you don’t want to identify with anymore
– allowing your soul to flow you back to grace when you go back to identifying self with your mind
“Transmutation, transformation, manifestation, revelation–these and many more words are born of a sincere desire to describe the initiations that follow each person as they naturally develop. These many states of being, that are likewise states that describe moving into full consciousness within the self, can be likened to phases of growth witnesses in the butterfly in nature” The Legacy of Leslie Goldman
This the cycle of outgrowing the small you. It is knowing what you do want, and doing whatever it takes to transform yourself in alignment with the version of you who has it. Once the new you manifests in your embodiment: how the New You feels in your body,
Close your eyes and sense the possibilities open to this version of you that has all that she wants. What does she buy, how often? Remove all the possible blocks reflecting back to you the programming that is holding you back…allow your awareness to report to you the information you need to overcome. Don’t judge…trust your consciousness will lead you towards the right path, your soul holds scrolls of truth…this is why you need to be housed in your body and not your mind.
The truth will always be revealed to you now or later…so trust and enjoy your life with such reverence…if other people’s opinions still hold life and happiness from you, you’re wasting unnecessary time and energy you could he using somewhere else.
Let’s really dig deep into why you are still putting other people on a pedestal here. You think less of yourself, you can’t see yourself winning ever and the few times you do, you believe you have to suffer to feel worthy to receive it.
What are you saying to yourself right now about the things you want out of life?
“everything is working out for me”
“why hasn’t it arrived yet?”
Although in that moment these spiralling thoughts are your truth, this is what you’re truly feeling…allow them 2 pass through…when you hold onto them they drag you down with ya. Just bring detached awareness that doesn’t care…but only aims to keep the direction flowing to lighter nomatter what!
Trusting your unique flow is like a prayer. Word by word, motion by motion you’re intently directing your energy towards the vision of what you’re calling in. It is knowing that you’ve already arrived…there’s nothing to prove, nowhere else to be but here right now. Breath by Breath…moment to moment you allow your soul to lead you to the next.
To Ground Yourself:
🌸tap into your 5 senses and start listing 3 things from each you’re experiencing right now.
🌸connect with your breath…slow it down/elongate it…bring more intention into it.
🌸feel the bottom of your soles, connect with nature in your birthday suit…or just go barefoot and let mother earth to carry your load for you
🌸focus on one thing for a longer period of time than usual
All the experiences you had that filled your heart with regret,shame, disappointment, feeling stuck and like a constant failure…
All the memories of your lowest versions of yourself surfacing and reliving them as if they just happened. Your present version has evolved so much that it resists all versions before it that are not in alignment with it’s highest good. That’s natural, do not beat yourself down because it happened…instead choose gratitude for this new awakening happening in the present that is leading you towards a life of expansion & light.
All the assumptions you had of yourself that disconnected you from your beauty, your majesty, your desires, your genius and the inherent value that you bring with your presence to each conversation, room and work.
All the reasons why you weren’t going to win, all the broken tapes inside reminding you of your weaknesses and why you will never be successful, why you’re always going to fail and most importantly why you’re not worthy of love.
It was a lucid dream that tapped into your subconscious and brought out your most limiting beliefs about yourself and life in general.
Just maybe you need to let the bad dream go so you can finally wake up to the blissful life which is already available to you.
Your imagination is your key to freedom. If you’re going to let your past haunt you…you might as well plant roots here and say bye-bye to happiness.
Acknowledge where you are in the darkness, the dense room you’re in. Feel it in all it’s monstrosity. All heaviness plays a huge roll in propelling you forward back to light again.
Take one last look because you’re not going to be here for any longer. I promise you. You just need to be committed to the work.
When you get in the habit of not judging or resisting what is coming in your psyche everytime you wake up from your bed, you’re not a victim anymore. Why?
Because you have no attachment to what the shadows are creating. You become more of a curious learner. An avid alchemist becomes a student of all the matter that is being present before her. She studies and allows all the energies presented before her to inspire her to higher dimensions of love. When you accept the darkness that’s being shown as an opportunity to welcome in more light…you don’t take all the intrusive thoughts personally. You work with them. You’re grateful for them because they too want you to win. They are here to help you evolve to your next level of embodiment. Congratulations!
Which experiences are you currently buying and cluttering your mental space with?
Is it fear of not doing enough, making enough money, consistently struggling, unhappiness, unfulfillment, lacking consistently….or fear of death it self? There’s nothing wrong with being where you are right now. Notice where you’re collecting resistance…what assumptions you’re making about the resistance…without judgement.
I voice on why authenticity plays a huge role in alchemizing your current reality. You can’t go anywhere if you don’t acknowledge the starting point. Everything you need to expand is right here with you.
Nobody said it was easy…you’re literally shedding off parts of you that don’t align with the new energy you’re expanding into. Your own b.s will be put on light…on the stage by your awareness and there will be nowhere else to go but within…to dismantle all that doesn’t align anymore. Yes it’s uncomfortable that’s why you need to prioritize your well being. When you take care of yourself, you’re extending yourself grace and acknowledging your existence is more than about just working and attracting the dough. It’s about having genuine connections with our hearts and those of other souls roaming along with you on this journey.
How would you know if something is for you if you didn’t really listen to the voice within? How could that happen when you constantly place the voice of others above your own. You are enough just as you come…cute, uncute whatever…these are just labels we use to disqualify our expansive nature. Be careful of the labels you hold onto…you’re the only one holding yourself back.
Brick by brick you can dismantle the pain into something powerful, something meaningful for you and allow it to call you into a higher mission.
Serve those who suffer too…use your skills to empower your community, join a mission you truly believe in…change is hard in the beginning but when you constantly remind yourself of your why every morning…what is your reason for living? You will always find a way to overcome whatever gets thrown your way. When you find you’re not happy, remind yourself over and over again that it begins with a choice to think and choose different. To empower ourselves religiously even when it feels like a lie. Now that’s the living word!!!
There is a way out…and that is within. Trust the process…accept the humanness…you’re still enough and worthy no matter what the voices say, nomatter what the world reflects 🌸 accept the shadows just as you do the light. There’s no shortcut…no shame and judgement allowed…just pure unconditional, patient love.
I talk more on this here in the 7th Heaven Meeting Place. If you haven’t yet, join the tribe of mental alchemists who are overcoming their mountains, brick by brick and creating a story of peace, fulfillment and purpose. Apply here.
Listen now to how to dance in-between 2 worlds…the old you and the higher identity 🌸
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The answers are within but if you don’t know where to look…you’ll be lost forever. Allow me to show you the end of the tunnel: The 7th Heaven