I am living my dream in real time

With each thought

With each assumption

With each perspective

With each embodiment

With each narrative

With each mental picture

With each past revisited

With each future forecasted

I am creating,

I am intending,

I am expecting,

I am receiving,

I am giving,

My Energy is always flowing towards something.

I am always painting something in my psyche

This is who we are

But are you using it to empower, uplift and awaken yourself to your soul’s truth or are you misusing your energy?

You always have 2 choices when a problem surfaces:

You can either be a victim to your circumstances or you can choose to be an observer nonchalantly passing by and reminding yourself of your power in this situation…your focus, your self talk, your perspective, your mindset.

There is always a winner. Is it going to be your heart or your mind? You decide!!

If you are currently experiencing survival mode or have a history of feeling powerlessness,fear, grief, depression,heaviness in heart, despair, insecurity, guilt, unworthiness, and jealousy… the following words are for you.

Your mind is constantly criticizing, bullying, downgrading,disempowering you because you believe the mind more than the heart.

You can’t resist the truth of what is showing up right now, you can only face it and choose something else instead.

For the resistant, triggering, lower parts of us we can only be grateful for them for showing us our weaknesses and gifting us something to look forward to healing and integrating back us whole.

It’s all about your mindset and perspective about where you currently are. That’s the key to unlock your peace.

You are the captain, come on wake up Soul Babe! Let’s get to work! The world is waiting for your light.

JOURNAL BACK TO YOUR HEART is for you if you’re feeling like your past memories, disempowering, humiliating projections of how others perceive you, downgrading images of you are preventing you from walking forward to a better, lighter aspect of you.

You want to let go of the shame, you want to love yourself regardless of what is coming up. You want to feel whole in your psyche again, this is my gift to you 💚

A 3 Day Masterclass, 1 hr each day of laughing, meditation, reflection. Come in and let your soul play even in the darkness.

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This is what hitting rock bottom taught me

(meeting my dense, shadow body)


I was dealing with inner criticism, self-doubt, shame, lack, fear, guilt, inferiority, struggle, powerlessness all at the same time for 5 years.

They call it the dark night of the soul

I woke up and realized I was living a lie.

I was disconnected from my soul.

I was living according to other people’s ideals on what success looks like.

I thought if I played along their script, I’ll finally feel loved, fulfilled and enough.

But we both know that’s backward.

Every action I took felt contrived, forced and so disconnected from my inner being.

I wasn’t in love with life.

I was chasing life.

I was never enough.

I did things so that I could prove my worth.

I created stories in my mind that boosted my ego, so that I could feel a false sense of superiority (others had to be smaller than me for me to feel successful)

I lived in my mind to the point that I bought every negative thought and experienced it.

I became disconnected from life because I was constantly living in the past…reliving the worst things that had happened.

I hadn’t laughed, genuinely in 5 years.

I created and planted roots in my dense body.

My constant worry and focus on death, losing people & imagining people thinking the worst of me was a constant blow to my quality of life

Of course naturally this spiral led me to a point where I couldn’t even bring myself to work, eat, socialize, pay bills. I was depressed to the point of debilitation.

The voices in my head were so loud!

My constant thought was, “who is gonna see me”, “what will people think”

I was giving away my power away over and over again.

I gave away my energy to things that didn’t fuel my soul.

I was killing myself slowly.


This was my crash course in dense,shadow body.

The other side of humans is often tuck away in the spiritual community because “positivity only and life is always perfect“


So toxic!

The truth is, humans are created to experience both sides of the spectrum of life.

Light and dark.

To be happy and to be sad!

To be overjoyed and to be disappointed.

To be erhh and to be yasss!

Life is about experiencing all that.



Your mountain is your inbuilt success story. Do not run away from it.

You overcome it not for you only, but for those who depend on you to succeed.

Naturally by overcoming you will become wiser, more resilient and you will experience your innate power and ability to overcome.



No matter how tough it gets, this is just a room you’re passing by…gathering your information and training for your journey ahead.


It’s all about how you look at things and how you interact with your past and present reality.


Always remember, no matter how bad it looks…it is just a room.

If it feels like you’re forcing to the point of burn out and disconnecting from yourself…it is the wrong path.



Crying is healthy.

Failures are healthy.

Starting all over again is healthy.

Being honest with yourself and still choosing to love & accept yourself despite where you are (vs. the internet peeps are) is healthy.


Also, No comparison allowed, that’s disrespect to your inner child. Choose to create boundaries around what you say and think about yourself, it will save you so much energy.

Choose to love you despite where you are and you will always be ok.

Your ego will try to shame you, humiliate you, make you feel inferior, feel bad and seduce you back to the spiral but you have to be sick and tired of being sick tired.

You have to say NO! I’m done with this!!!

Are you currently in a dense, dark body right now?

Let’s work together

I don’t bite!



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I need help with transcending my dense, shadow body

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If you’re having a hard time connecting to your truth, the odds are you’re not being honest with yourself, your past. You’re suffering because you are living a lie.

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Activate your divine gifts

Connecting to life through your five senses will help you plant roots into the moment

👂 What are the different layers of sound/nature’s music/human music/there’s beauty too even in the loud, distractive sounds.

Aim to find a perspective in the present that gives you peace

✋ What does your body feel from moment to moment, how does your own touch feel, your bed underneath you, your clothes…interact with different things throughout the day

👀 What do you see, detach and just observe out of curiosity. Stay here for a little longer and you will Notice something different, maybe a mountain view hiding behind in the distance, or a heart shaped leaf 🌿 in the ground…allow life to speak to you

👅 What food are you experiencing…are you just chowing unconsciously or are you giving great reverence for the fact that you have another nutritious meal…clean water…are you noticing the different flavors, hints…

👃 Your body communicates with you through your current embodiment…are you breathing or not? Is it shallow or deep…fast or slow? What do you smell…allow your imagination to run wild.

You have been gifted life.

Walk away from anything that doesn’t give you life.

Assume life is kind to you and it will continue to be

Assume everything is going EXACTLY according to plan and you will gain divine downloads like no other that will get you towards your goals at light ⚡ speed

Choose life always

It’s ok to be human.

When you make life too seriously, it becomes too serious

Lighten up!

You do have shadows and that’s ok

If you’re needing support please join other soul babes and I on The Journey Back To The Heart.

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Accept what is being shown without any resistance

Face the truth without the need to hold onto the parts that are yelling at you

Just watch it float away like a cloud, or like water running off on your body

No attachment but surrender to the moment

Connect with your breath to anchor you into the present moment

While being aware with how you’re connecting to your inner world,

When you have clarified your reason and aim

Nothing can stand in your way

Completely letting go means forgiving and shifting fully to focus on the shift.

Unbecoming & Becoming at the same time in real time

You’re timeless, as long as you stay in the present moment.

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Face it all in it’s entirety (fearlessly free yourself or not from): shame,insecurity, guilt, unworthiness, fear, grief, depression, powerlessness, defeat, lack, jealousy, hatred, revenge, ickiness,density, shadow body, constant worry, doubting a lot, disappointment, constant L’s, frustrations, running around in circles, boredom, settling for a pessimistic life…the void, emptiness, the unknown, the worst, the best, the gap…all of it in this moment.

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Now as you breathe out let it go with everything that triggered you.
Come back to this moment
And listen to your heart’s codes
Without judgement
But patience

🙏🏾

👂Connect to your ears, what do you hear? 👂How many different sounds?

👁️ Can you create a story around that? 👁️

🥩Connect to the bottom of your feet and all over your skin…wherever it makes contact outside of yourself🦶

👃🏿👃🏾👃Breathe it all out and back in, drawing full circles with your air…playing with nothingness (air). ☝️☝🏿 No quickies and halfsies.☝🏿 (Always come back to Full breathe no matter what) Choose to live fully 👃👃🏾👃🏿

Feel your tongue as it rests inside you 👅

Welcome back to your body.

THE JOURNEY BACK TO YOUR HEART

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We will do things like this and more.
You are enough for what you’re calling in,
Just the way you are,

Shadows are to be danced with and integrated with your light.

A full day is not complete with no night or light. They all play a part.

So come as you are.

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Devote yourself to the work

It’s a path that’ll take a lifetime of effort and dance

If you’re not asking yourself the right questions you will bury yourself deep in the chaos.

You’re already free in your mind, you place yourself in a cage, a prison because you believe in those limitations more than you believe in yourself.

When you notice a pattern and the only constant is you…what needs to change? It’s simple, you’re overcomplicating it with overthinking and closing yourself off from life.

It is boring because you’re closing yourself from many possibilities. You don’t know everything…you never will until you’re one with source.

It’s ok to not know. It’s ok to be in the unknown scared, lonely and without a clue where your life is heading.

It’s ok.

You’re ok.

You’re exactly where you need to be.

You’re here right now in this moment with people to attest to the love that resides within you, the peace, the joy, the abundance, the fulfillment…the answers are within. You just need to awaken to your Soul’s truths.

But first, let’s be human.

You do have shadows and that’s ok

If you’re needing support please join other soul babes and I on The Journey Back To The Heart.

Three days of connection with truth.

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Mar 1-3 2023

6am ~7:15am

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You are emotionally unavailable

Yes, you’re emotionally not available for yourself.

How’s that?

When was the last time you actually felt everything and were at one with all the uncomfortable emotions coming through…(without reaching for your numbing tool)? How can you expect yourself to experience fulfilling relationships when you’re operating from your mind and not your heart?

When you are not available for the little girl inside it translates to…”my emotions don’t matter”…”your emotions don’t matter”…and just like that you normalize bypassing your true reality, what you’re really feeling. You find being vulnerable as a weakness…yet you crave the privileges of being soft, feminine, magnetic and alluring? How can you be all that without any authenticity? Without being one with what is?

Integrity with self. Acknowledge everything that you feel…drop into your heart and learn it’s song.

If you’ve numbed your way out of suffering, out of feeling anymore and you’re feeling detached, removed from society…it’s time to take some serious look into what you’re running from. The longer you numb, the closer your 6 feet pit gets.

Choose life.

Choose truth.

Choose you.

Suppress it…it will explode.

Allow it…it will flow out eventually.

Learn to work with your emotions…how?

Ask your soul! You have all the answers if you just stop getting distracted by the outside world…and prioritize being here with yourself.

Heal.

Now!

You’re enough

The 7th Heaven

Your suffering is your gold

For how long have you been waiting for someone to come help you out of your mess? How long have you been chasing opportunities, money and dating in the hopes of feeling better about ourselves? What stories have you been creating and recreating over and over again in each passing moment? You will find a lot of questions on this space because this is the only way answers can come through. By diving deeper and deeper with each question you bring awareness to your being and your existence becomes more intentional…more in alignment with what is.

The friction that you are feeling is caused by not accepting where you are and feeling the need to escape here, now (you know specifically how you run away from yourself). It is in not allowing to receive, to receive love, to receive appreciation, to receive support, to receive money, to receive comfort. Your mental health is not a priority because you don’t believe in love…you don’t believe in yourself, you feel detached from life and you’re walking around with a dark cloud above your head. Why are you refusing the person you were born to be? Why are you resisting what is being shown to you in the mirror?

You’re replaying those old tapes from school, and individuals that were intimidated by your love. Fortunately enough, you’ve awakened to the truth…they were just imposing their own fears, limitations onto you. It was nothing personal. When you hold on to it, you drag yourself down, you feel like you’re putting in more work to just survive…this is because you’re not light…your baggage is weighing you down. Face it and snip it quick!!! Your dream come true is waiting for you on the other side.

If you’re feeling too constricted, your inner child is tugging your soul because it wants to come out to play!

If you’re feeling:

>disconnected from yourself & life,

>experiencing extreme distress,

>confused & restless

>feeling trapped

>like you’re experiencing an ego death

>grief

>powerless

>overly anxious

>disempowered

>dark night of the soul> monkey chatter > monkey mind> voices in your head > no support in your life> you have no purpose> addicted to escaping > pessimism > critical inner voice> exhaustion, experiencing psychosis…

It’s time to milk that sh*t! Join me on this journey, Soul Babe

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