Being pulled away from your life force, your very oasis your soul takes refugee from
When you lie to yourself, when you live a lie you disqualify what your heart is saying. You forget what the light whispers of your higher self sound like…
You normalize struggle, density, disconnection from self and find more ways to spiral further down as a means to feel something familiar.
Society tells you you’re bad for being where you are…your childhood traumas make you believe you’re wrong for feeling what you’re feeling…your self talk beats you down for being where you are because it’s not where you’re supposed to be…
Do you see where I am going with this?
You’re killing yourself softly when you don’t answer the call from soul.
You are identifying with shadows because that’s comfortable for you.
Light feels ouchies because it’s new territory and you don’t like the unknown…
What if you gave yourself an opportunity to just feel your inner beings truth just for one second longer before you ran off away from the truth?
What would you be stealing away from your future self if you didn’t numb just this one time?
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When you are unapologetically unconditionally loving of all your shadows…the versions of you that are not in alignment with light, you free yourself from unnecessary pressure to be something you’re not.
Think about the things you do that you hide from others and sometimes yourself
How are you running away from the truth of how you’re unfolding?
Why are you numbing and escaping what is? What do you know and feel?
What do you do when no one is looking?
The truth is freeing. It allows you to be human. It gifts you grace, humility and forgiveness.
You’re not perfect, but guess what so is everybody else Dance with the present moment Sometimes you will stumble Sometimes you will be in alignment But remember, if it was perfect you wouldn’t be here to understand why.
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“Transmutation, transformation, manifestation, revelation–these and many more words are born of a sincere desire to describe the initiations that follow each person as they naturally develop. These many states of being, that are likewise states that describe moving into full consciousness within the self, can be likened to phases of growth witnesses in the butterfly in nature” The Legacy of Leslie Goldman
This the cycle of outgrowing the small you. It is knowing what you do want, and doing whatever it takes to transform yourself in alignment with the version of you who has it. Once the new you manifests in your embodiment: how the New You feels in your body,
Close your eyes and sense the possibilities open to this version of you that has all that she wants. What does she buy, how often? Remove all the possible blocks reflecting back to you the programming that is holding you back…allow your awareness to report to you the information you need to overcome. Don’t judge…trust your consciousness will lead you towards the right path, your soul holds scrolls of truth…this is why you need to be housed in your body and not your mind.
The truth will always be revealed to you now or later…so trust and enjoy your life with such reverence…if other people’s opinions still hold life and happiness from you, you’re wasting unnecessary time and energy you could he using somewhere else.
Let’s really dig deep into why you are still putting other people on a pedestal here. You think less of yourself, you can’t see yourself winning ever and the few times you do, you believe you have to suffer to feel worthy to receive it.
What are you saying to yourself right now about the things you want out of life?
“everything is working out for me”
“why hasn’t it arrived yet?”
“I’m worried…”
Although in that moment these spiralling thoughts are your truth, this is what you’re truly feeling…allow them 2 pass through…when you hold onto them they drag you down with ya. Just bring detached awareness that doesn’t care…but only aims to keep the direction flowing to lighter nomatter what!
Trusting your unique flow is like a prayer. Word by word, motion by motion you’re intently directing your energy towards the vision of what you’re calling in. It is knowing that you’ve already arrived…there’s nothing to prove, nowhere else to be but here right now. Breath by Breath…moment to moment you allow your soul to lead you to the next.
To Ground Yourself:
🌸tap into your 5 senses and start listing 3 things from each you’re experiencing right now.
🌸connect with your breath…slow it down/elongate it…bring more intention into it.
🌸feel the bottom of your soles, connect with nature in your birthday suit…or just go barefoot and let mother earth to carry your load for you
🌸active listening
🌸focus on one thing for a longer period of time than usual
The past (you) wants to fight the present you any chance it gets. It wants to remind you why you’re not it. Why you’re not worthy of what your heart sings to you. It keeps bringing up what you don’t want…and you keep entertaining it, you keep it relevant. You keep playing with it in your mind because you believe you have to keep fighting to KNOW.
When you know, you know. Nothing the mind does can change that. That’s where you need to be. That’s who you need to become to find your state of peace again. Keep letting that constrictive voice go…do it over and over again. Disengage. It will keep persisting, finding loopholes to get your attention. You keep persisting even more and since this is your territory anyway, since this is your house…you always end on top. PERIOD POOH on MARY HAD A LITTLE LAMB.
Become unavailable for the mind tricks. Become unavailable for the energy sucking thoughts. Become unavailable for the misaligned you.
Discipline yourself. Deny self consistently.
When you forget, you’re human, but don’t let that moment define you. Allow it to be a reminder of your winning mindset and the reason why you’re gonna be on top. Experience is the greatest teacher, let it lead you to mastery.
Being okay with where you are right now will drop all the resistance you’re feeling. You feel like you’re exerting so much force and effort and nothing to show for it. You feel stuck. Defeated. You don’t like where you are, you’re unhappy & you believe that you will be once you get whatever you have your mind fixed on. Mhmm, I’m sorry to break it to you. Your soul will never stop being in turmoil until you decide to listen to what it is saying. Until you stop operating from the ego and drop into your heart. Until you do the work to notice your own b.s that’s allowing this dense energy to steal your light presence.
Listen to the girl within who is constantly screaming for your attention. Your suffering won’t stop because you got your dream man, bag, lifestyle it will stop once you find the source of it, understand the implications of it and consciously uproot it. Living a life of bliss, expansion is a devotion to life and self. We do have dense states that want to pull us back down but when you’re conscious of your being and the choices you have in each moment…you can choose to relate with your present differently…nomatter what’s being shown. What do I mean by that?
Perspective.
You always have a choice to shift your perspective on your current situation right now. You have the ability to alchemize what is to what is in more alignment with your desires. Let’s face it, you want all of these things because you believe they will make you feel a certain way. We want to feel lighter states of emptions. Relief. Security. We want to feel free, expansive, inlove with ourselves and life. We want others to be inlove with us too! There’s nothing wrong with that. You have a myriad of support and tools on the internet to help you step out of your current reality and back into your being.
We are all projecting stories onto our lives. Just like a writer, you can choose to rewrite chapters that don’t resonate. Thank goodness the past feels like a dream because it doesn’t exist anymore. It only exists so long as you continously bring it back. Rewrite your story. Over and over again. Free yourself! Empower yourself. This is your opportunity to reinvent yourself. You’re not lying to yourself, you’re alchemizing baby. You’ve got freewill to empower yourself however you can within your psyche. It’s your kingdom after all!
When your mind starts bullying you remember you are the god(dess) of this beautiful place…it all starts in your mind. Everything that you’re experiencing has a loophole in it, you just have to be present to notice it.
Which experiences are you currently buying and cluttering your mental space with?
Is it fear of not doing enough, making enough money, consistently struggling, unhappiness, unfulfillment, lacking consistently….or fear of death it self? There’s nothing wrong with being where you are right now. Notice where you’re collecting resistance…what assumptions you’re making about the resistance…without judgement.
How can you start opening yourself up to more expansive, light experiences in the present moment continuously? Listen to this transmission.
I voice on why authenticity plays a huge role in alchemizing your current reality. You can’t go anywhere if you don’t acknowledge the starting point. Everything you need to expand is right here with you.
As always, monkey mind wont stop chattering about…the more you forget who you are, the more it pulls you in.
Do you have any cool, fun everyday activities that you do to keep yourself grounded in your true identity? Please share with the community below in the comment section.
Thanks to Nina Camille’s 11 day Freedom Challenge, I was reminded of how meditating saved my life during one of my defining moments in my past. I was experiencing a spiritual awakening that resulted in me awakening to my habits: my habits of thoughts, habits of nutrition, habits of choices…all that culminated to where I was energetically. My mind was chattering louder than the birds outside…I couldn’t make it stop. I couldn’t study for my tests…all I wanted to do was sleep, that’s the only time they would stop…😴but how could I, I had to graduate, and get into the job that aligns with what success looks like. The only proven path to success. I was constantly in a cycle of trying to prove myself, my worth to others and myself.
Meditation allowed me to separate self from the chatter mind…to expand in compassion towards myself because I was more aware of thoughts I actually believed that didn’t align with love.
I constantly listened to thoughts that degraded me, that disempowered me…everytime I passed by a mirror or when someone gave me a compliment. I couldn’t take one without fidgeting and squirming about because it felt so uncomfortable to receive love. Now I know better because I have something 2 reference on why I felt uncomfortable being appreciated and cherished.
The details and boundaries I’ll leave that to you…but when you spend and invest time & effort towards knowing yourself better and understanding your flow…you play the game on a much smarter level because no one can tell you nothing! Nothing can beat you down to oblivion because you know and understand self. While you’re here, Get to know yourself in 21 Days.
Thank goodness I got to experience the darkness within me so I can know better, and choose better and invite in the best only. If I hadn’t experienced my deep dark hole, I wouldn’t have experienced my greatness as a mental alchemist. This gift unfolded when I thought I was at my weakest. These words just flow out because I am in alignment with the truth of what is. I’m not trying to hide anything or be something I’m not. I just am. I don’t let it define me or allow others to put me in a box. I am period full stop!
Your higher self is fully equipped to alchemize your current enemy within…so allow her to speak into you the instruction that you need to embody to overcome. You can now access 11 Day Challenge: Journal Back to Your Soul here.
Nobody said it was easy…you’re literally shedding off parts of you that don’t align with the new energy you’re expanding into. Your own b.s will be put on light…on the stage by your awareness and there will be nowhere else to go but within…to dismantle all that doesn’t align anymore. Yes it’s uncomfortable that’s why you need to prioritize your well being. When you take care of yourself, you’re extending yourself grace and acknowledging your existence is more than about just working and attracting the dough. It’s about having genuine connections with our hearts and those of other souls roaming along with you on this journey.
How would you know if something is for you if you didn’t really listen to the voice within? How could that happen when you constantly place the voice of others above your own. You are enough just as you come…cute, uncute whatever…these are just labels we use to disqualify our expansive nature. Be careful of the labels you hold onto…you’re the only one holding yourself back.
Brick by brick you can dismantle the pain into something powerful, something meaningful for you and allow it to call you into a higher mission.
Serve those who suffer too…use your skills to empower your community, join a mission you truly believe in…change is hard in the beginning but when you constantly remind yourself of your why every morning…what is your reason for living? You will always find a way to overcome whatever gets thrown your way. When you find you’re not happy, remind yourself over and over again that it begins with a choice to think and choose different. To empower ourselves religiously even when it feels like a lie. Now that’s the living word!!!
There is a way out…and that is within. Trust the process…accept the humanness…you’re still enough and worthy no matter what the voices say, nomatter what the world reflects 🌸 accept the shadows just as you do the light. There’s no shortcut…no shame and judgement allowed…just pure unconditional, patient love.
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The answers are within but if you don’t know where to look…you’ll be lost forever. Allow me to show you the end of the tunnel: The 7th Heaven
Show up. Do what needs to get done to get you where you need to be.
To do list. Write down everything with due dates and the level of priority.
Plan for your dream life. It’s either you’re gonna keep making excuses or you gonna start living your dream life.
Plan b. Plan c. Plan d…you can plan as far as you’d like, but the flow of the universe doesn’t really take note of a star in the midst of a sea full of stars 🤩 focus on what’s important. What do you really want…and why?
Flow. Water trusts the process of it’s movement…it is one with it. Although it’s environment might transform it into different shapes…we can’t argue
Surrender.
Detach.
Awareness of where you currently are and how you’re relating to it
Do the work necessary to align you consistently with your desires. If you’re not aligned, you’re wasting all your efforts into the dump. Save your energy and focus on how you’re currently feeling about where you are, where you’re going and how you’re showing up.
Take full responsibility for where you’re allocating your energy.
What are you consciously choosing to do? Is it aligned or not aligned with what you’re creating?
why are you beating and talking yourself down like they did to you? You believe them?
You really see yourself through the lens of hate and inadequacy?
Why would you put another’s opinions about your life on a pedestal? Why would you give a flying care what they think of you?
You’re the one who’s opinions you should care about. This gifts you freedom and the not needing anyone’s validation. You stand alone in that you are secure from within. Everything else is simply details. You can co-create, you can dance with other souls along the way…you will lead and then they will lead…a flow of give and take.
How can you know your emotional boundaries? What is bothering you?
Be honest with what is coming up.
You don’t need to share everything. You don’t need to be friends or besties to get along. You don’t need to hang with everybody cool and coming up. Ground yourself in having nothing as well as having it all. Because everything outside of you can be taken from you but what’s within can never be scrapped. This is why it is very important to keep leaning towards your inner peace, your sanctuary. Nothing outside of you is ever gonna gift you the relief you are looking for. If you notice you’re recycling habits that are not serving you anymore, your will to change will unlock your new life. You just need to be ALL IN! You are the key to this whole chaos in your life. Once you turn the key, all that chaos will alchemize to creative solutions. Allow for them to come into your life. Prepare, be open.
anytime you experience a negative, fearful thought…remind yourself each moment. These intimate moments will add up to allow your soul to start being safe in your body and unlocking your blueprint holding all your creative flair!
Journaling helped me put on paper what I was battling with in my mind. It gifted me relief! It allowed to be slow down so I could see clearly without judgement how and why I was showing up the way I was. The secret to completely healing and letting go of the past is to not judge yourself and to extend compassion to yourself. You don’t forgive to make the other person feel better, we do it to allow us the choice to move on…to not let this steal our peace anymore. You are the magic, so start writing away.
Sign up for the Journal Back 2 Yourself 11 Day Challenge. Only for babes who are ready to meet themselves, if not, I am sorry you’re missing out on some magic. When you don’t know yourself, you are asset less. Know who you are. Play the long game always. When you know your strengths and weaknesses you become more intentional with how you “attack” in life. You leverage your connections’ strengths to make up for your lack, and extend the grace to others.
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