Your suffering is your medicine

Sometimes your stuckness is your medicine

You feel like you’re running around in circles, watching others move right past you…

You have let go of your power, you are waiting for something to happen outside of you for things to change

You are still where you were 3 years ago because you haven’t claimed your birth identity. You are operating from fear instead of love

You focus on what is going wrong over and over again, what you’re lacking, giving your energy to things in your psyche that literally draw out your energy.

Your energy is your currency
You are literally buying your experiences in each moment

You are agreeing with your mind every time it brings in assumptions about you that are not empowering or lifting you up. You have a habit of downplaying what you want…

your heart is singing a different voice to your mind for a reason…you just have been listening to the wrong song for too long and breaking that habit will take a lot of resilience and determination…

(look at how potent the sun is, that’s you but you don’t believe it that’s why you ain’t moving anything)

You didn’t come into this lower room in one day…so don’t expect to climb out & completely let go of this room that quickly

Let the unwanted stories be medicine for your soul, that’s often the best wisdom.

Once you transcend, you will embody YOU differently
and then your shift in embodiment will be medicine for the world.

Enjoy the process, this version of you ain’t coming back but she won’t leave until you acknowledge her medicine and finish her crash course.

Private message me “Soul Babe” for help on how to transcend your current mental suffering. If you feel stuck and feel like you’re literally dying alive…I have been there, let’s dance!

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If you’re feeling disconnected and numb in this present moment and you have been here for such a long time…to the point you are experiencing inner turmoil. You’re probably running away from the truth and the fact that you are seeking love and appreciation outside of yourself.

If you’re ready to face your shiz naiz, Journey Back To Your Heart!

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Your lower self is a gift

Your lower selves: past identities that trigger you and that are not in alignment with your heart (soul frequency) ARE MESSENGERS

Your only job is to feel them, and understand their message from the perception of your higher self.

Being “stuck” in the same story, embodiment, concept of self is an indicator that you’re resisting or that you are in shadow school. Either way, you can’t run away from it. YOU GET TO FACE IT & SIT WITH IT IN ORDER TO TRANSCEND.

(You’re fighting it because you’re afraid of feeling…you’re in survival mode because you’re a servant to your emotions instead of just being a vessel for what they motion through)

Your consciousness is always flowing, meandering, dancing from one place to the other.

You’re the captain so you decide where the consciousness sits and rests for a stretched amount of time.

If it feels like you’re fighting it, you’re not flowing.

If it feels expansive, you’re in alignment.

Sometimes resistance is where you need to be in that moment but don’t forget your identity while there.

Keep flowing towards your aim.

Mirror mirror on the wall, show me how I am not in alignment with my divinity (my true identity)

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I am ready to transcend my mental suffering

See you on the other side!

Stop fighting your mind, do this instead

When you fight your mind you lose

When you remember you are not your mind, you will free yourself and actually see the mental realm for what it actually is…a playing ground.

This doesn’t mean there won’t be triggers and intrusive thoughts that bring you down.

Life happens and it might bring you down to your knees.

What actually matters is how you choose to see yourself in the midst of life’s chaos…where you draw the line in what you’re available for.

Your consciousness is a ball of energy that is available for your spending.

You spend when you focus on something and expand it into your experience.

The past is dead, you resurrect it every time you revisit and relive it over and over again. You’re busy carry zombie energy when you’re supposed to be floating up in the ethers experiencing expansion, freedom, expansion, joy, serenity.

Something has to change cause clearly your mind patterns ain’t cutting it.

This is how you can begin, by being mentally resilient:

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Free yourself from your suffering

Money is a messenger, not a master

It’s something you get to play with

Your imagination is the gateway

Your emotional state is separate to anything outside of you in that you can still choose to feel different from what your outside reality is reflecting to you

In that, you can still choose joy when things are not going according to plan (by choosing to trust you’re being led to an even better path because wisdom is much more valuable than the destination)

Money is a tool, not a clutch for existence

Money is always around you

You’re literally holding money in your hands right now

Billion of dollars had to be exchanged for you to have the device in your hands right now.

You’re that richhhh!

Companies had to be created for you to be fed, clothed and supported in your life to your convenience


If your Consciousness is only available for $2 that’s what you will only receive

Your consciousness is what you are available for energetically

So you want more, be open to receive more and stay there

The work is faith, trust and relentless belief in your heart.

Remove everything you have put on a pedestal in your current reality and you will find the relief you’re seeking.

Choose lighter perspectives

Choose narratives that free you

See life though the eyes of your inner child

We don’t know everything but don’t discredit what your soul knows.

We need you back in your heart so we can make this world a better place.

It starts with you!

I have 5 spots available for Soul Awareness sessions this week for you if you’re struggling to connect with yourself, your truth & your peace (light body)

Suffering shouldn’t be a lifestyle, it should only be an indication for what needs to be healed deeply within us and let go

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I am ready to wake up to my Soul

This is for you!

Hey, it’s time to be kinder to your soul

You are you for a reason

You are where you are for a purpose

This is bigger than you

It is now time to speak life into yourself

To wake yourself up!

Right now you get to empower yourself religiously in each passing moment, dancing with both your light and dense thoughts with detachment

To be an observer in this matrix of monkeying thoughts

You might be in the lowest room of your life right now but don’t be in such a rush to get out.
There is information for you in here so take it in, because you won’t be here forever.

There is a version of you that can’t wait to meet you.

Hug this version of yourself…and the ones before because the lighter versions of you wouldn’t be birthed without them. They just led you to this realization you’re having now.

You wouldn’t have the clarity to do any different without anything to contrast it on.

It’s all information to evolve

We are always evolving anyway, so there’s always going to be room to improve

It’s your relationship with your weaknesses, darkness and uniqueness that matters the most, that is the key to activating your Light Body.

Your perspective in this room and the next is your super power, always meandering in-between thought.

Keep aiming for lighter thoughts

Keep compounding them and with time and consistency you will expand into the lighter room

But if you keep holding onto the dense versions of you throughout this PURIFYING PROCESS you will slow down your ascension journey…or maybe your soul will turn to smoke

Just ALLOW this journey to be effortless…TRUST your spirit to guide you…LISTEN to your heart.

Tap within your soul, it has all the answers.

I am ready to do the work to feel better about my current situation

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I am ready to recognize my Soul

See you on the other side Soul Babe!

Your desires have already arrived

Your job is to unravel thoughts, beliefs that are keeping you away from experiencing it right now

The moment you feel it, it’s there for you

Life is that good!

But we have been taught to suffer and to be addicted to being down and under. We don’t trust life anymore.

Some of it is because our parents, grannies and ancestors went through so much stress, survival and suffering to get us where we are. With this in mind, be grateful that you’re the chosen one to unbecoming this script for your bloodline, and the gps in your heart is leading you towards the journey of shedding that off.

Some of it could be that you had a rough start to life.

Learning new ways of thinking is hard especially if you’re used to the habit of suffering in thoughts and assumptions.

Something we might have borrowed or learnt from the beginning of our journey.

How do we learn to be light again?

Learning to pick and choose the quality of thoughts to live and embody by is a new muscle that gets to be practiced over and over again until you become it.

Becoming light after being dark for a long time is a journey of its own. There’s no quick way to get there if you want longevity and to plant roots deep within ELDORADO (your ideal state)

Abundance, prosperity, joy, bliss, relief, happiness, wellbeing is available to you right now if you allow yourself to open up to it.

One thought at a time

One assumption at a time

Trust your being to guide you in this very moment and the next

You won’t find the guidance through your mind, but through your heart.

Feeeeeeeeel it all

Numbing is just keeping you away from the relief you seek

Numbing and escaping is just blocking you from the things you want.

They are just emotions, not a death sentence.

Face it!!!

Ok, maybe better said than done.

This is why we need support, guidance and reassurance when everything around us is dim.

Vulnerability is sweet surrender. The truth is the truth don’t run away from it.

Resilience is built over time.

Just don’t do it alone.

This is why I am here for you soul babe, don’t walk by yourself .

Let’s alchemize this dense baby to something lighter!

I am ready to do the work to face my sht!

Better yet, Meow at me “Soul Babe”

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This is what hitting rock bottom taught me

(meeting my dense, shadow body)


I was dealing with inner criticism, self-doubt, shame, lack, fear, guilt, inferiority, struggle, powerlessness all at the same time for 5 years.

They call it the dark night of the soul

I woke up and realized I was living a lie.

I was disconnected from my soul.

I was living according to other people’s ideals on what success looks like.

I thought if I played along their script, I’ll finally feel loved, fulfilled and enough.

But we both know that’s backward.

Every action I took felt contrived, forced and so disconnected from my inner being.

I wasn’t in love with life.

I was chasing life.

I was never enough.

I did things so that I could prove my worth.

I created stories in my mind that boosted my ego, so that I could feel a false sense of superiority (others had to be smaller than me for me to feel successful)

I lived in my mind to the point that I bought every negative thought and experienced it.

I became disconnected from life because I was constantly living in the past…reliving the worst things that had happened.

I hadn’t laughed, genuinely in 5 years.

I created and planted roots in my dense body.

My constant worry and focus on death, losing people & imagining people thinking the worst of me was a constant blow to my quality of life

Of course naturally this spiral led me to a point where I couldn’t even bring myself to work, eat, socialize, pay bills. I was depressed to the point of debilitation.

The voices in my head were so loud!

My constant thought was, “who is gonna see me”, “what will people think”

I was giving away my power away over and over again.

I gave away my energy to things that didn’t fuel my soul.

I was killing myself slowly.


This was my crash course in dense,shadow body.

The other side of humans is often tuck away in the spiritual community because “positivity only and life is always perfect“


So toxic!

The truth is, humans are created to experience both sides of the spectrum of life.

Light and dark.

To be happy and to be sad!

To be overjoyed and to be disappointed.

To be erhh and to be yasss!

Life is about experiencing all that.



Your mountain is your inbuilt success story. Do not run away from it.

You overcome it not for you only, but for those who depend on you to succeed.

Naturally by overcoming you will become wiser, more resilient and you will experience your innate power and ability to overcome.



No matter how tough it gets, this is just a room you’re passing by…gathering your information and training for your journey ahead.


It’s all about how you look at things and how you interact with your past and present reality.


Always remember, no matter how bad it looks…it is just a room.

If it feels like you’re forcing to the point of burn out and disconnecting from yourself…it is the wrong path.



Crying is healthy.

Failures are healthy.

Starting all over again is healthy.

Being honest with yourself and still choosing to love & accept yourself despite where you are (vs. the internet peeps are) is healthy.


Also, No comparison allowed, that’s disrespect to your inner child. Choose to create boundaries around what you say and think about yourself, it will save you so much energy.

Choose to love you despite where you are and you will always be ok.

Your ego will try to shame you, humiliate you, make you feel inferior, feel bad and seduce you back to the spiral but you have to be sick and tired of being sick tired.

You have to say NO! I’m done with this!!!

Are you currently in a dense, dark body right now?

Let’s work together

I don’t bite!



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If you’re having a hard time connecting to your truth, the odds are you’re not being honest with yourself, your past. You’re suffering because you are living a lie.

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See you on the other side soul babe!

I don’t feel sexy for a man

I feel sexy because I do

I enjoy it!

I’m not doing it to appease anyone or to make any point

I just am.

I know it.

I am.

I don’t need a magazine to tell me it too.

I might need a reminder here and there when the mind does it’s thing

But the premise of my being is that I don’t let anything or anyone outside of me define me, I do.

I let my heart do the talking.
Because the heart is the only truth.
You can’t take that away.

Your heart skips a beat at something, go do it…not him, the dreams.

You already are, wake up!

Your heart, not your mind.

This is how you start loving every drop of your soul essence…appreciating every version of you from the past that led you here right now.

You’re not wrong, you don’t need to have, be and change in order for you to feel differently about yourself. Instead you just have to surrender, accept and appreciate where you are because the missing puzzle is you!

Journey Back To Your Heart

Feeling shame & unfulfilled?

When you are unapologetically unconditionally loving of all your shadows…the versions of you that are not in alignment with light, you free yourself from unnecessary pressure to be something you’re not.

Think about the things you do that you hide from others and sometimes yourself

How are you running away from the truth of how you’re unfolding?

Why are you numbing and escaping what is? What do you know and feel?

What do you do when no one is looking?

The truth is freeing.
It allows you to be human.
It gifts you grace, humility and forgiveness.

You’re not perfect, but guess what so is everybody else
Dance with the present moment
Sometimes you will stumble
Sometimes you will be in alignment
But remember, if it was perfect you wouldn’t be here to understand why.

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Let go of your suffering

There is a shadow of you that is blocking you from the life you want

shadow body has a role to play in you finally discovering your light body

It’s a dance like:

Yin & yang

With & without

When you resist your shadow you’re running away from truth

Expose shadow for the light to be so obvious

Feel the shadow in all it’s entirety to transcend it

When you do this fear turns to excitement and courage.
(Alchemy at its best)

You always have the final say…you’re the alpha & Omega in this bch! You always have the final say on what the perception of your current reality looks like. So act like it

Where you are is just a reference point on your consciousness map towards your heart’s aim, no need to beat yourself over it, trust this moment and the next

Instead of inviting in more shame, fear, pessimism, doubt, worry & disappointment…accept where you are with unconditional love, gratitude, detachment & forgiveness.

Forgiving self, is accepting, understanding and cherishing the version of you that wasn’t in alignment with your heart and completely letting go of this version of you without using to attack yourself. (this is how you can quickly integrate your lower selves to your higher self)

From here, you will find the will power to overcome your current situation. You can’t force your way out of the situation, you’ll just burn out and dig your hole deeper.

Instead, surrender and let the moment to call you in towards a lighter path.

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